going to miss them, it didnt really feel like a goodbye until i was leaving this afternoon to hitch home and bumped into my brother and sister on the road coming home from school, and had to hug them goodbye and know that I'd left my goodbye letter to my brother under his pillow with one of my pport pictures, and that i had my sisters in my bag to give to her friends when i see them so she'll get it later. i might see her before i go so its best she doesnt get it yet. she wont get the full meaning of it.
will put pictures up from that trip in the next few days but dA is blocked from web now cause its a porn site aparently, so it wont be til sunday night at the very earliest.
so i leave ireland the thursday after next, and i'm still as excited as ever. most of you seemed more aware than me as to my feelings for him, but i really cant wait to go and be with him now. deep down i've always known hes the one, and that one day i would join the hundreds of thousands of people who have met the love of their lives on this site and left to be with them. just mad to think its really happening.
i'm just writing this quickly before i go to bed because its been a long day and i've a long day ahead of me too, i've got to go up and clear off my bed and write a few more pages of my novel which i need to post, and then crash out. then i'm in town tomorrow daytime, then out tomorrow night busking, then who knows after that. i've things to do sunday morning too.
tonight though, my love goes out to david and Kathryn... ~Suicidal-Samurai and ~skittlesmadness who are expecting their first baby between the 21st and 25th of August this year. Congratulations sweethearts, i wish you all the best in life and know i'm always here for you
night all, time to go crash out, love you all
and *EnderSamuel i'm thinking of you and i hope you get well soon after your operation...
Sam out







