hey lads, just thought i'd leave you all another journal with some updates and the like.
as some of you may have noticed, i'm back on the art front. mainly this involves moving pictures that have only been on facebook, but there has also been a new poem up, and i hope this means my poetry buzz is back and you'll continue to be spammed with work from me.
i've got a really really busy week ahead, loads of things to do, but i think i'm all in control of it and can work around it.
tomorrow i have college, and i have to ring three places about flats to arrange viewings. exciting stuff!
then tuesday i have my first apointment with the midwife! kind of nervous, but at the same time cant wait because i'll get my first scan booked *excitement*. not long now until i get the first pictures of my little baby

got flat viewings hopefully during the week, which will be awesome, and then off up leicester on friday to meet up with some friends, and also someone really special, which i'm really looking forward to.
Saturday marks the 9 month mark since i left ireland, and its kind of scary to think its already been 3/4 of a year since i walked away. mad that its been that long, and how much has changed. i am going to be marking the day, by meeting up with some good friends in town and chilling out, remembering the times that were before, but also celebrating this new life and all the amazing people i met along the way. it makes me glad i'm going up to the city on friday too, because it means i'll see all those mates as well, i plan to make this weekend into a celebration of this life, rather than a missing my old one.
also, big excitement next month, because not only will i be moving into my flat, but also my best friend of all time, and the most important person in my life, Brendan Flynn, is flying over to spend a week or so with me in my new home. its the first time he's been over since i moved, and we've only seen each other for four hours in the last 9 months, so i'm really really buzzed to have him here.
morning sickness is finally starting to ease off, which is a blessing, but i'm also sleeping loads, and i'm not certain if thats a good thing or a bad thing. good feelings about this pregnancy though, the bastard feels stupidly healthy and is giving its mummy a hard time of it, which is a relief.
started using the chats the last few days again, which has been cool, been nice to talk to some old friends for the first time in ages, and also become part of the deviantart community again. good times.
hope everyones doing okay, and still out there. thinking of you all, even if i'm not around so much any more. love you all, keep safe
sam x
omg cant wait till friday!!!
all the rush i cant wait for it just to be over tbh, to finally put my feet up and relax for once in my god damn life