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it was dads birthday yesterday, i guess you could say today since i havent gone to bed yet.

it was, easier than i thought it would be because i kept myself busy all the time, had meetings this morning and then was in town in the library for a bit, walked around until my face melted and i nearly colapsed. then i came back and hung with bill and lauryn for a bit, had dinner with marilyn, walked the dog, just kept busy.

but now its got late and i'm just in bed, now its starting to really hit me how much i miss him. like, its his 55th today. until he died i was convinced he was 48, even though i knew his date of birth i just never questioned it when he told me he was 48... he never did want to admit to being the next decade up :P

yeah, i'm a bit sad about dad right now, and i do miss him, i'd like to know hes proud of me though and i think he is... depression has been up and down the past few weeks and as from tonight i am cutting all contact with ireland, but as soon as the birthdays are over i know it will get easier, and i know i have the most amazing person in the world by my side to support me... even if i dont get why he does most of the time :P

so yep, this message goes out to dad, to say happy birthday and i love you. i'll never forget, but feck sake, its about time i moved on and grew up
  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: saliva
  • Reading: morganville vampires
  • Watching: lord of the rings 2
  • Playing: i dont game much any more
  • Eating: egg sammich in a min
  • Drinking: just had a cuppa
:iconendersamuel:
Your father is very proud of you. :huggle: and I know exactly why your most important person is by yourside, the same reason I am, and most other people because you are the most beautiful and most amazing girl and with such a wonderful heart. Any guy to be with you is very lucky and I know he knows that.

Happy Birthday to your father.
Remember to smile for him and for yourself
I love you very much as always
Ender- :iconbunnyloveplz:
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:iconsamjo27:
your comments always make me feel all warm and bubbily inside, you always make me feel so loved even though i never really know how to respond.

i know dads proud of me, i think i've finally done something for him to be proud of me for and i plan to keep working to improve myself, whether or not i have someone by my side to keep me going...

either way, i know i have to focus on my happiness instead of everyone else... i think i'm finally realising that i'm the most important person in the world to me.

love forever and always :heart:

sam xxxxx
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