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Journal Entry: Thu Jun 10, 2010, 5:36 AM
so Sunday is my daughers birthday :) she would be three years old if she had survived. i guess i am kind of upset over it still, because i havent forgotten her and i still love her every day. I know she will never leave me and i know she will always be a part of my life but maybe its time for me to move on.

its part of my plans to gain a better future for myself, to leave everything that happened in ireland behind in ireland. i know that those who i lost will always be with me but for now i need to focus on my future and my happiness, in starting a new life. i'll always love Holly and she'll always be with me but she doesnt have to be the only thing thats with me.

Tomorrow the amazing ~WALLWAGER is coming down to spend the weekend with me :) i really really cant wait to see him again, i miss him like hell... have been craving cuddles for soooo long and tomorrow i gets them again! i think the current plan is that a group of us are going camping, just a quiet thing for the night, and then see what happens from there. i have to talk to bill later and confirm some things :o but it shouldnt be too hard to do :) he lives next door lol.

this weekend will be hard with it being Hollys birthday, but i know i can be strong and face it, and i'm just lucky that my amazing Luke will be here to support me and keep me distracted from it all :)

  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: saliva
  • Reading: morganville vampires
  • Watching: lizzie mcGuire
  • Playing: i dont game much any more
  • Eating: a full breakfast this morning :D
  • Drinking: just had a cuppa
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