PoisonIts hard to imagine a life without you and yetI hate you for what you've done, to me and mine.Why shit on your own doorstep? You saidYou loved me, I was proud to be yours.Now I wish I'd ran away or smakedYour stupid face, I hate you so muchI hope you rot in hell, five years is not enough.
PerfumeThe scented clouds of your perfumeFill my every being and my heartPounds. I want to touch you but cantFor you, you are nothing but a memoryTormenting my being, why wont you goLet me forget and yet;I am always, alwaysHaunted by your bitter perfumeThe desire to hold you one last time.
DetoxWaves of Nausea, and my headFeels ready to explode.Firey Pain.My stomach groans under the weightOf cough medicine, flu tabletsAnd the heartwrenchingly difficultFear of Vomit.And yet, amid all thisI am comfortable, feel safeA good friend sits oposite me,Sharing occasional commentsAnd suddenly i realise.That sickness clears the systemFrom all hard feelings good emerge.
PhotographYour smiling face shimmers above meI smile too, and my hand reaches forwardTries, to touch your face but passes through.What so is this feelingNot resentment for though my heart cries outThere is bitter contentment in your presenceThat knowledge that you have come to visitIn this my hour of desperate need.I look down at the resting childNo longer a child, four long years ago nowThat I held her in my arms to comfort her,Pressed my wrinkled lips against the purple bruiseGrowing quickly on her left temple.I never knew how it was formed and yet,She was my world, my sweet and joyfulAnd I long desperately to hold her o
Marys SongRaindrops fall on open windowsInside the room a baby screams.The mother takes it in her armsRocks it gently, the baby sleeps.The mother looks down at the sleeping childYour name is Mary, you shall do wonders.Years later Mary sits on her bedHer eyes alight with her tales of loveIn her hand her first novel,Dedicated to the memory of her mother and loved,This story is the ultimate dream,This poem a tale of her lifeMary became the first female presidentStopped wars and saved the world.