samjo27

A thought for every year, and thoughts of you that fill my mind, My every moment, I wouldn't have it any way for you are first And formost, the first love of my life, a reason to smile a reason To keep going no matter what, you came at the darkest time and showed me That I had reason, I had to keep going, you became my reason to live My heavenly dream, my beautiful girl, the light of my life, my love. Your first year was magical, just me and you against the world, And things were tough at times, but isn't it for every parent, we found our way, i fell in love with you in ways I didn't know possible, you taught Me so very much, we learned toge

Words to my Daddy, when I was only a child When the world shone out of your every movement when you Made everything make sense, my favourite place To spend a weekend, summer holidays, every chance we could get Exploring the countryside, learning the old ways and stories Of life on the road, of surviving it all, of living, despite what people might try Daddy, its summer, where shall we go? Words to my Daddy, when you suddenly left And life comes crashing around my feet, you couldn’t have chosen A more difficult time, I have to survive but fall steadily downwards, Sinking and swimming and sinking again, there’s no way out, just Thi

The late nights, cannot sleep, world is moving oh so very fast Days have passed, years gone in the blink of an eye, a journey Just started, half way through, nearly at the end, and you Step forward, take my heart in your hands, hold me so very gently And help to guide, those final steps on the longest road to reach My home, this world, a happy ever after in sight. And throughout the years you have always come And gone, and came again, my shining light in all that is dark, despite The odds that are never in our favour, the turning seasons piled against Our hopes and dreams, your light shines through, your friendship Pulls me ever forward, so

The weekend you left I watched you sleep Counted your breaths, each little movement Beautiful in its own right, how peaceful And unaware, the week to come would shatter Our lives, the very fabric of who we are Worlds torn apart, you had no idea. The weekend you left was the best of our lives Simple innocence, Mummy we go park now Laughing in the front room, you play So beautifully together, my angels grow so fast Love overwhelms me, I hold you and breath The scent of your hair, my world my girls The day that you left, I never told you "No school today sweetheart you're gonna see Sophie" Then pack you out and hand you over A kiss for Ais

This ones for you, for the days we shared The nights of tears, those broken hearts of darkest times. The pain, the suffering, held on by your light, always There to guide me, to pull me along, to stop that final Moment coming, you saved me, held me, I'm still afloat. This ones for you, for the months apart The distant looks, the parting glances lost in time The Lonelyness without your smile, your laugh There but not for me, so hard this life Without my best friend, him who gets it. This ones for you, at the height of Summer The days at their longest, the future blooms The smile is mine again, and light abounds There is hope at the end of th

I sit here, miles from you and miles from home and think Of all the times we shared, those silly moments that love Built out of initial hatred, the dislike of typical teenagers but grow Together, learning together that what makes us women, teaching And helping each other to learn what we needed to do, to raise Our children side by side, watch them grow. And when it all fell apart, you stood by my side, never Judged, the dislike had long past but I never thought it would be you Standing beside me, sharing my tears and pain, my little laughs Missing them as much as I did, more than their fathers ever could Knowing if not ever fully understandi